Love Story

Once in a lifetime everyone encounters with a feeling, a feeling which is inexplicable, a feeling which cannot be penned down in words, a feeling nobody can describe, a feeling which gives you strength and is your weakness at the same time, such confounding feeling which no one understands neither you nor your inner-self but somewhere deep inside your heart feels happy, your body feels energetic, your mind becomes creative, your world changes for a while, you feel on cloud nine, without any worries you see your future with someone you never knew, you just lend you life, heart, body and soul to someone who is just a person like everybody else is but then there is something different. You  yourself do not know whats so different about this someone special but you know there is....You pour your heart out to this one person...then at first place you keep on denying but gradually and eventually you realize that you have already started feeling love....you just feel lively, you feel like dancing on every romantic song with this one person, you visualize your future together as if it is a reality....within a short span of time you live your whole life...Then comes the D-DAY, you decide to convey this feeling through words that are way different from what you planned to say...because this time its all coming from the heart...so here you go you tell this to the so called 'someone special'....you go all prepared, you don't always hope for the best because sometimes you know that till now you were living in a dream, but still there is a little ray of hope somewhere down the heart. You just open your heart out in front of this person....The Love story doesn't end here, because if the person says YES the actual LOVE story starts but then everyone is not fortunate enough, you were all prepared but still deep inside you break down when the one you loved says NO...whatever may be the reason, all practicality your mind was applying to convince your heart goes waste.
BUT it doesn't end here....the  weaker part of YOU says be STRONG, strong enough to feel this weakness...you energetic body turns into a lethargic soul, your mind gets blocked, your heart gets choked, and ultimately from cloud nine you fell in love...
This keeps on going for a long time, but then with time you get back on track, get back to life. Your smile turns into laughter with friends around, you are now strong enough to let it go, you finally become practical with life and accept the fact that IT HAPPENS.
You lead a normal life but now stay away from this feeling. you close your heart so that nobody could enter...you run away from all this stuff. but then again you encounter with a person who makes you feel the same way. You decide this time its not going to happen. BUT all in vain it does happen, you again feel the pain, History repeats itself but this time you are a warrior, you fight with this feeling and do not let it take over you.
well you WIN
BUT who knows this could have been the true love you were searching for. Though you win but still you LOSE, because you closed your heart and nobody could enter in it....and LOVE LOSES.....

Aaj khuda se guzarish hai,
kya ek zindagi aur de sakta hai?

man me mere kuch sawal hai.
kya unke javab de sakta hai?

ek khwaish adhoori hai.
kya usko poora kar sakta hai?

aur ye sab na kar sake to,
kya ek zindagi aur de sakta hai?

is zindagi me pyar na paya,
kya agli me de sakta hai?

Aaj ek guzarish hai tujhse khuda,
Kya ek zindagi aur de sakta hai?

chahe cheenle saare sukh,
aaj dede mujhe to saza.

bas ek baar aaj us se milade,
ya de ek aur zindagi mujhe aye khuda..

Adhuri khwaish ko poora karna hai,
is baar dil pyar se bharna hai
aur ek zindagi deta hai to bata
ke ab mujhe kab marna hai?

is pyar me jo kami rehgyi thi
use ab poora karna hai...
aur ek zindagi derha hai to bata
ab mujhe fir kab marna hai?

kabtak is asmanjas me rahunga?
batade ab kya kr sakta hai?
Bas yahi guzarish hai tujhse khuda..
Kya ek zindagi aur deskta hai?

Thats all I Want

I want to see you often
I want to know you more
I want to hear you voice
I want to sing a song with you
I want to dance freely with you
I want to talk to you
I want to walk with you
I want to whisper in your ears
I want to play with you hairs
I want to hold your hand
I want to hug you tight
I want to feel you close
I want to smell your scent
I want to feel your presence
I want you beside me

I want to feel you closer
I want to hug you tighter
I want to smile with you
I want to make you smile
I want to feel you more
I want to cuddle a little bit
I want to kiss you
Not because I feel the desire but because I feel the Love
because I want to be with you forever
because I want to grow old with you
because there is a spark in your eyes
because there is a fire in my heart
because there is something that will last forever
and that something is LOVE

PRETTY WOMAN

So back again with a random thought

in the midst of words i am caught

what to write and what to not

for a girl whom i admire a lot ;)

Let me start from outer beauty

gorgeous, sexy and a real cutie

You see her amid the crowd

you want to take your heart out

That much beauty she does possess

lucky will be her guy, oh yes

Now talk about the inner beauty

kiddish sweet but a real cutie ;)

Kid at heart Sweet at word

unlike the gals who follow a herd

Photography is what she does

and calligraphy is another fuss

This is all i know till now

a girl you'll see and say wow ;)

There must be a REASON

Just going through the memories
thinking about the past
Those Memories are so deep and are so vast

Everything was moving in the slow motion
Suddenly i realized the power of our relation
You are the same gal who used to love me
And i am the same guy who used to love you

So How could this happen?
How could we go wrong?
There must be a reason
And it must be strong

So Now i realize that nothing is over
You are my FRIEND and will be forever

Whenever you need me just call me girl
'cos you are my diamond and you are my pearl :)

Whatever be the reason
Whatever be the situation
I'll stand by you forever
cos we make a great equation ;)

Doesn't matter how much we fought
You were always in my thoughts
And always for the good reason not for the bad
'Cos your thought makes me smile not sad :D

So nothing is over
And nothing is wrong
There must be a reason
and reason must be strong

But whatever may be the reason
I'll always stand by you
'Cos i could never love anyone like I love you :)

Shattered Dreams

All dreams shattered
everything's gone
but with the broken dreams
I am still on

Its hard to forgive
Its hard to forget
those golden moments
make my eyes wet

all dreams shattered
everythings gone
but  still its very hard to move on

How should i do it
please tell me girl
you were my diamond
you were my pearl

my most precious possession
yes that's what you were
oh god, I still miss her

All dreams shattered
everything's gone
but with those broken dreams
I am still on

Still miss those unending discussions
those small fights and then love sessions
Still miss her lovely smile
that used to make me fly miles and miles

I want her now, i want her back
but can do nothing except sitting back


All dreams shattered
everything's gone
but still I'lll never move on

'cos I loved her then
I'll love her forever
no matter if she doesn't come back to me ever

She is my Dream
I cant let her go
please dont go, oh girl please dont go.

Finally its OVER!

Finally its over,
no more fights
AND no more hangover
So now no more love and no more hate
this is what was written in my fate

No more fights
no more tears
no more whispering in her ears

Gone are the days we used to talk
when nights were short but we didnt stop
How did it happen? why did she go
i dont know, i really dont know

But finally its over, now no more fights
and no more hangover.
No more ego no more fear
no more smiles just left with a tear

But I swear i loved her
i know i did
but the one who never gets
yes i am that kid

I know its over and we'll never talk
We'll never tease each other n will miss that walk

but something which i feel is still there
I still miss her, i still like her
i still LOVE her and i still CARE

I still want that smile on her face
that used to make me love her in different ways
I still want that charm in her eyes
That made my time frozen like an ice

Nothing is gone
Nothing is over
She's become a lifetime hangover